söndag 22 maj 2011

Tyra Banks Show....haha!


I just LOVE it and I just HATE it. Tyra Banks Show is like a real mixture of Oprah, Ricki Lake and Jerry Springer...

It is obviously trash...but so funny at times. I can't believe really that she is making these programs after having been such a talented girl with a career. This crapy show is below here value...

But nevertheless it can be both funny and entertaining.

For "some" reason this came up as an suggestion for me on my youtube account: I Hate Being Gay -Tyra
The guys on the show is tradgic.
This episode on the other hand is actually quite funny. It is called gay for pay...and as it sounds it is male straight guys performing some gay "acts" for money without having a probleme with it.

The Tyra Banks show is about sensationalism and to shock the viewers.

How do you feel about these kind of shows?:D


An update...

I just love reading The New York Times. This is interesting. And this is also seriously Good.

Beautiful episode of The Big C.
Love it. Treasure it...Mmm.

I went to a garden market at a mansion today. I really liked it. My brother was there with his boyfriend selling some nice flowers that I've helped him to grow.

Yesterday I went to a night club where a friend is a dj and she played the best music as always. I went to the club with a nice friend that I just to play a lot of golf with for a few years ago.

The evening before that I went to a outdoor seating/bar and had some wine with some of my brothers friends and him. I actually talked to a nice girl about a business project I might have with here later on maybe.

Here is the mansion where they also have an outdoor theatre where I am planning to go and see August Strindbergs masterpiece: "Miss Julie"...

fredag 20 maj 2011

Ain't no Mountain High enough - Gaye Marvin


NEXT STEP NEXT STEP....I'm gonna climb the highest mountains...with or without you.

Listen, baby
Ain't no mountain high
Ain't no vally low
Ain't no river wide enough, baby
If you need me, call me
No matter where you are
No matter how far
Just call my name
I'll be there in a hurry
You don't have to worry
'Cause baby,
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you
Remember the day
I set you free
I told you
You could always count on me
From that day on I made a vow
I'll be there when you want me
Some way,some how
'Cause baby,
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you
No wind, no rain
My love is alive
Way down in my heart
Although we are miles apart
If you ever need a helping hand
I'll be there on the double
As fast as I can
Don't you know that
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you
Don't you know that
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough

LOVE.
PB

IKEAS VAGGVISOR

Jag bara j'adore dessa vaggvisor.

Men jag ogillar Kamprad Stenhårt...

Is this the biggest Louis Vuitton Trunk in the world?


Louis Vuitton Article.

Photo: EPA

Swedish Summer Tribute






I love the Swedish Summer, without it Sweden would not be so very special. I love Sweden but it is the summer that makes it worth living here...

So here are som pics and I promise you that you will get a nice summer feeling watching this. It is clips from the Beautiful movie "Änglagård"...and that is one of my favourite movies.

I love the music, I love the actors...It is real Swedish summer to me. A little bit of drama, a little bit of nudity, beaufiul lakes...untouched landscapes and so on. Enjoy!

torsdag 19 maj 2011

Hot Brothers Shorts....


I love the fashion store Brothers, they have good clothing with reasonable pricing. I am thinking of buying two new pair of shorts. I thought that I would have more "crazy" colors to choose from but I could accept just choosing one pair of marin blue and one pair of beige shorts.

I think guys wearing shorts is sexy, I just love seeing some bare skin. Men are hotter during the summer, because it is all about showing that bare skin...mmm I like it!

http://www.brothers.se/sv/Var-Sommar-2011/The-shoot/




onsdag 18 maj 2011

Cupcakes!...some inspiration.






http://www.cupcakerecipes.com/


I LOVE it! I have a craving for it!!

Feed me, Love me! Mmmm

Real or fake?

Paulo Coelho Quotes...mmm...



Paulo Coelho.






"And, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it."

"It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting."

"One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving."

"There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure."

"Waiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing which decision to take is the worst of suffering."
-Mm I agree...

"Everything tells me that I am about to make a wrong decision, but making mistakes is just part of life. What does the world want of me? Does it want me to take no risks, to go back to where I came from because I didn't have the courage to say "yes" to life?"
-Paulo Coelho (Eleven Minutes)

Most of the quotes are from "The Alchemist".

Equally this one...is true.
"Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives, but none about his or her own."

LOVE.

HOLLYWOOD HUNKS---Who is your favourite?


Pictures from here. Hollywoodcrush.mtv.com

Who of these hollywood hunks do you like the most? :P

Who have the most sex appeal?...Grr!





Or maybe you prefer one of these "bachelors"?:P

My Personal Favourite is a secret...

tisdag 17 maj 2011

...little did I know...because no one said...


I am so happy that I graduated last year.

It was a beautiful moment in my life, but I did expect it to come sooner...because if I hadn't traveled to England that 1st of June 2008 I would have graduated 2009 instead.

That 1.5 year abroad made me both stronger and happier in some ways, equally I am in a little bit of recentment because of it.

I liked the honesty from a drunken lady from Australia one night out in London. She said: "Of course you should have stayed in Sweden and finished school." I believe my parents have not even said that...

If you ever have a friend that is about to do something stupid, tell them not to. Because being honest is much better than saying nothing...I promise!

Love.

True Colors - by Cyndi Lauper


CYNDI LAUPER

True Colors

You with the sad eyes
don't be discouraged
oh I realize
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness inside you
can make you fell so small

But I see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow

Show me a smile then
don't be unhappy, can't remember
when I last saw you laughing
if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow

LOVE.

:D






måndag 16 maj 2011

What is your favourite climate?


I just found this test, or calculator perhaps, where you can look for the most suitable weather conditions i.e. temperature for you to live in.

For me it is all about the high temperatures with a small breeze from a nearby ocean with lots sun hours per day.

So for me it would be perfect to live near the mediterranean sea...or in LA. Because I don't really want the extreme temperatures that you find in the middle east or in south east asia, and also in some parts of Australia. I like the warmth but if it gets to hot and humid I can't stand it...


Who said that American politics can't be funny?


Trump/Palin 2012? Forget birth certificates. We're gonna need to see their SATs.

Palin is so funny. She will really help the democrats to win.





This guy was equally helpful during the last election.

Gay Power...


...Wouldn't it be great if everyone on the planet was treated equally? I think so. I've got many negative reactions in my life so far because I am gay. I love being gay, but I dislike being badly treated, just like anyone would. It seems like just because I am gay it is okay to be both rude and harsh towards me...I don't like that.

Another downside about people treating us gays differently is that we often stay quite closeted during our teenage years, when you really just want to go on dates and just experience that first kiss and be in love with somebody...unfortunetly that is both a lonely and difficult project. If you are fortunate to live in a big city with lots of open minded people it is obviously much easier and also if you have truely good friends who supports you, it will make it less hard...but for all of those who did not have all that, life can be tradgic. No wonder why so many gays move to all major cities...but still, many of them don't start dating until their early tweenties.

LOVE can be difficult for anyone, but if you are a young gay guy it is worse. For all of them who feel similair, gay, bi or even straight, I say: Hang in there...some day you will find LOVE!

lördag 14 maj 2011

Ett intressant inlägg...

...om Eric Saade från den elaka och duktige Alex Schulman som kommer nära en liten "sanning" om vår allas kära Eric Saade...som är .....judge for yourself.

Han är ju väldigt fin, men ack så liten, oerfaren, klumpig och så där ointressant som bara en riktigt plastig yta som Kissie kan jämföras med.

Men ack så sweet...och duktig på att få Sverige på 3:e plats i Eurovision song contest.

"Born this WAY" by Lady Gaga





LADY GAGA









INTRO:


It doesn’t matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
’cause you were Born This Way, Baby

VERSE:

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars

She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

“There’s nothing wrong with lovin’ who you are”
She said, “‘Cause he made you perfect, babe”

“So hold your head up girl and you’ll go far,
Listen to me when I say”

CHORUS:

I’m beautiful in my way
‘Cause God makes no mistakes
I’m on the right track baby
I was Born This Way

Don’t hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you’re set
I’m on the right track baby
I was Born This Way

POST-CHORUS:

Ooo there ain’t no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Ooo there ain’t no other way
Baby I was born-
I’m on the right track baby
I was born this way

Don’t be a drag – just be a queen
Don’t be a drag – just be a queen
Don’t be a drag – just be a queen
Don’t be!

VERSE:

Give yourself prudence
And love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice your truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey hey hey)
I love my life I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah (love needs faith)

REPEAT CHORUS + POST-CHORUS

BRIDGE:

Don’t be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you’re broke or evergreen
You’re black, white, beige, chola descent
You’re lebanese, you’re orient
Whether life’s disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
‘Cause baby you were born this way

No matter gay, straight, or bi,
Lesbian, transgendered life
I’m on the right track baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I’m on the right track baby
I was born to be brave

REPEAT CHORUS

OUTRO/REFRAIN:

I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I’m on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I’m on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

söndag 8 maj 2011

Bringing Little Pieces Together again.



I am a vrey positive person with a quite unique and beautiful outlook on life. Obviously it has not been so easy for me to put all Pieces together because I am gay, they bullied me in School, my parents are sometimes really stupid and awful but I love them anyway etc. etc...The list goes on and on. Now, I have really made a decision to not be so dramatic about everything that happends in life. Life is "disturbing" I know that now. But I still do care about my own and others welfare but I am not trying to overcompensate all the time, which is really good/nice. It gives me more energy to what's really means something for me in my life and not what others think etc.

Many of us have been there done that...changed life dramaticly after realizing that what matters are really very few things in life, like: Family, Friends, Relationships, Nature, Wellness...

But it is also very important for me to fullfill my inner ambitons, dreams if you like. That has now becomed even more important. BUT, now I am doing it because I WANT it and not because I want to be liked etc etc.

I believe I thought earlier that I could create a life that would only be about me and my needs etc etc. But by thinking like that I created a life for me where I constantly thought about what people in my surrounding was thinking about me and what they wanted etc etc. An awful and stressful life if you ask me!

Now then, what is next: Yes, I am moving to Norway for to make some money and hopefully have a good funny life while I am doing it. After that, lets say 6 months later in November/December I want to move back to Sweden for a while and be there during christmas...but after that I want to go to New York for Drama School...Lee Strasberg maybe.

Obviously I don't know what will happend...maybe everything change a long the way, but I got to have plans...and for that I have to be able to dream a little!